☆HAPPY CUTE☆: A-CHA!

Hello cuties~*

I've been highly unactive I know,

I always forget the blog :(

But you'll have to live with it because I have to get rid of my life.

So now I'm going to tell the whole story.

It may sound a little emo, but anyways.

Theese last weeks I've not been feeling well, I've been thinking a lot. Thinking way to much, thinking so much I've made myself cry, a lot.

First of all, I have like 1 friend in my school, and she's one grade over me, so I can't hang with her so often, just on the lunchbreaks. The people in my class, they don't talk with me, I'm always alone at my desk, listening to music, drawing♪

I feel so alone, I just want someone to come and talk to me.

And second, I like a person reaaalllyyy much.

I can't say who it is, that will destroy my life, because He's a really close friend of mine. I have really strong feelings for him..But I don't want to tell him how I feel because I don't want to ruin our strong relationship, we've shared everything together, happiness, sadness, anger.

He means everything to me.

And..he's gay. He told me like 1 week ago that he liked a guy, I acted like a was happy for him, but to be honest..I was'nt. I was very sad because I did'nt want him to find someone, because that would lead til that he'll forget me and leave me alone.

This probobly sounds really cheesy, but I'm just telling the truth.

I have a lot of more problems, but I'm not going to tell.

But right now I'm starting to feel better ☼

And tomorrow I have a biology test, I will fail. I did'nt now til today. :(

So I have'nt studied or anything.

Lets just hope for the best, Ganbatte~!

I also got my Sweet Lolita Shoes from Bodyline and my clothing from Kawaiigoods yesterday, Checku~