Hi!

I'm feeling better just so you know, I still have some sad emotions left but I'm trying my best to keep myself happy as often as I can! ;U;

Today I was in school? lol

I got my macbook, It's kinda old but anyways, I've always wanted one! The buttons are adorable >w<;

Haha ^^;

I've been sitting with it all day ,w, *fatty*

I skyped with Patryk, he's so sweet omg

*O*

Kawaii dayonee?

You can add me on skype if you want to, ---> ellefluff <----

But anyways, my mum forced me to go to sleep now so Imma do that ._-

Goodnight cutiepies! 

A-CHA!

Hello cuties~*

I've been highly unactive I know,

I always forget the blog :(

But you'll have to live with it because I have to get rid of my life.

So now I'm going to tell the whole story.

It may sound a little emo, but anyways.

Theese last weeks I've not been feeling well, I've been thinking a lot. Thinking way to much, thinking so much I've made myself cry, a lot.

First of all, I have like 1 friend in my school, and she's one grade over me, so I can't hang with her so often, just on the lunchbreaks. The people in my class, they don't talk with me, I'm always alone at my desk, listening to music, drawing♪

I feel so alone, I just want someone to come and talk to me.

And second, I like a person reaaalllyyy much.

I can't say who it is, that will destroy my life, because He's a really close friend of mine. I have really strong feelings for him..But I don't want to tell him how I feel because I don't want to ruin our strong relationship, we've shared everything together, happiness, sadness, anger.

He means everything to me.

And..he's gay. He told me like 1 week ago that he liked a guy, I acted like a was happy for him, but to be honest..I was'nt. I was very sad because I did'nt want him to find someone, because that would lead til that he'll  forget me and leave me alone.

This probobly sounds really cheesy, but I'm just telling the truth.

I have a lot of more problems, but I'm not going to tell.

But right now I'm starting to feel better ☼

And tomorrow I have a biology test, I will fail. I did'nt now til today. :(

So I have'nt studied or anything.

Lets just hope for the best, Ganbatte~!

I also got my Sweet Lolita Shoes from Bodyline and my clothing from Kawaiigoods yesterday, Checku~

So pretty and I love them!

And here on this picture I bought the bow to the right and the t-shirt!

I got really happy when the package arrived to my mailbox but It took kinda long time, It took 2 weeks ;__;
My chocomint stuff also arrived~

I got that and a caramell 2way hairclip, it looks the same but it's a hairclip!

Have a great evening!

xoxoxo

☆,¸,.•*Elle Fluffypancake*•.,¸,☆

Chinas Minister of education~

Herrou~

Today was quite a booring day, but at the same time exciting!

Chinas Minister of education came and visited our school o u o

We sang a song and read a poem on chinese for them!

I did'nt remember the poem tho >.>

But they probobly did'nt hate us anyway! (◕‿◕✿)

Also, yesterday I ordered EVEN more stuff ~.~

I ordered this pair of Sweet Lolita shoes from Bodyline~

I think they're really pretty and I can't wait for them to arrive ;__;

I also bought

This pair of chocomint caramel accesories from Pretty Pai on facebook~

It's a 2 way caramell hair clip and a necklace c:

❤~Sooo happy I can diie~❤

I also finished my article about Harajuku >w<;

I have some things that I have to redo but It's almost done!❤

Btw, follow me on Instagram, fluffisen❤

Bye Bye Minna!

Chu Chu

// Elle Fluffypancake